Do what you love

When was the last time someone gave you that advice? Doesn’t it sound really weird? It definitely does to me, even when I am giving it. I think most of the people who give this advice usually mean it (including me). But we generally fail to define “love” and hide away the ugly intermediate steps of figuring out, failing over and over again.

I was recently given this advice by a person who hates his job and can NOT quit it (rolls eyes). That made me think of the times I have said this one line of ultimate wisdom to my friends. I think I owe them an explanation and I should define it for future readers.

First things first, I am sorry I said that to you. Now, ”love” in this context means different things depending on your current state. For an undergrad (the category most likely getting this line from me) its somewhere between “like” and “find interesting”. For someone in a sucky job, its simply “not hate”.

One thing people usually forget is that most processes are continuous and not absolute. Like the definition of “love” above. There is always a room to try something new and frankly trying new things is the only way I know of finding my interests.

You need to have super persistence. This is somewhat contrary to the point of continuous change above and thus interpreted as another snobby line we say. In my case, what it means is that every work has its ups and downs and usually after the initial rush of feeling great about the new thing in our life, we tend to loose interest and do not get rewarded so often. This curve gets steeper as you get better at something. The key is to judge if you do not like the work or are simply bored because of the lack of reward (There may be many other reasons but I hope you take the hint) If you are simply bored you should stick a little longer (hence persistence) but with it the ability to judge one’s chances of a positive outcome is also very necessary.

I could go on and on refining the definition but finally it’ll mean “Work on yourself to know what you can be good at and can keep doing for a long time”

Sara Ataie and rise of challenges

From the day I have been invited to google plus. There is a lot of work not getting done.
From a post by +Randi Miller I found +Sara Ataie. She is perhaps the most alive person I have ever seen in my entire life. Everytime I look at some post from her on G+, its usually full of life and really awesome. Wait a second, a 21 year old is feeling like someone else (probably older to him) is full of life? What is wrong with me! OMG I need a life! I am turning into one stupid dull guy.

So, as my first ever 30 day challenge, I’ll try to share more of what I see around me on my blog(s). At least 1  relevant interesting piece of information everyday on both my blogs…

One year of my very own life

Recently, I had to go to Kolkata with family. I met my maa (grand mother) and bhujji (bhuaji / aunt) after about 3 years. Everything was happy and lovely till almost the last 2 hours of our 3 day stay. Maa told me that my baba (grandpa) is looking for a match for me!!
Shocking? Well, that happens to all of the Mishras… anyways, I tried reasoning out with her, “I have my whole career to make” , “Am not looking for a cow” (please don’t start a war on this). but nothing worked!!! Apparently, I have 1 year to “get settled” career-wise and then they are gonna find someone for me.
I understand there are kids who need their parents to decide it for them and cant / don’t want to take the risk of choosing the right woman for themselves. Well, I don’t belong to that type. I try to understand everything that comes along my way, especially after the awful years of college (yell at me as much as you like, they were horrible for me).
And getting settled in a year!! Is that even possible? Not taking up a job and getting stable in a year… yeah, I should also try flying to the moon while am at it.
The reply to, “I cant live with any girl you match me with” is “The biggest victory for a person is when you can win yourself”.
Now I have a year of my own life to get a stable income, get a company up and running, learn from and work with people who inspire me etc etc etc…
I just hope the world does end in 2012 :( Would be much simpler that way…
So here begins the year of my life. Am making something to help me determine how much of it I did put in the direction of my progress…

Mid sems of my last semester

Today I had my first paper for the mid semesters and obviously knew nothing about the subject, High Voltage Engineering, I do feel terrible that I haven’t studied for it as I do like our teacher for the subject.  In all these years, I have figured out only one feeling that can make me study for an exam. Its not the feeling when results come out, not the one when I have to face my parents with the result and not even the one when I have to study / appear the back papers, its the wait after I have done my all and still haven’t been able to kill the 1 hour mark. Its officially necessary for a candidate appearing an exam to stay within the hall for the first hour except in medical emergencies. As it is I write fast and finish my papers within 2 hours on a 3 hour paper(except for maths.) even when I do know the answers. Within the first 10 minutes, I was out of all real answers and within the next 15 I was out of all bluffs. I tried doing all derivations I knew on the subject in the rough sheet to kill time but that too just took only like 10 more minutes I had a full 25 minutes to spare for the hour. It’s a nightmare for any “student” (ahem…). Someone scribbling something furiously on the answer sheet, some students trying to cheat. people trying to remember the answers. Invigilator feeling suspicious and coming over to check my pockets and warning me because he thinks I am trying to peek into someone’s sheet!  The only people who actually do give me a little relief are the ones who have sweaty foreheads. The guys like me! But then, lets face it, they do remember something and start going back to the scribbling again. Sometimes I feel like its such a waste of human and other resources to take an exam.Common can’t you see it? The papers, ink, plastic cups, coffee / tea, calculator batteries, TIME etc… I tried talking the invigilator into letting me leave the hall but he won’t let me. He told me that I have a lot of time and asked me to write more. hah! as if i would have left the hall without answering the questions if I knew them. He made me stay another whole hour before he let me return my answer sheet and leave the hall. Other student’s looked at me, some of them smiled with pity… I smiled back. Start caring for mother nature before she stops caring for you!!

Anyways, that was the first exam of my last mid semester here. Am glad that it’ll be over soon :)